I’m faced daily with choosing
violence
or a demeanor that saves
every other life but my own.
I’m faced daily with choosing
violence
or a demeanor that saves
every other life but my own.
I want to start an organization
to save my life.
If whales, snails, dogs, cats
Chrysler and Nixon can be saved,
the lives of Black men are priceless
and can be saved.
We should be able to save each other.
I don’t want to wait for the Heritage Foundation
to release a study saying
Black people are extinct.
I don’t want to be the living dead
pacified with drugs, sex and rock-n-roll.
If a human chain be formed
around nuclear missile sites,
then surely Black men can form
human chains around Anacostia, Harlem
South Africa, Wall Street, Hollywood
each other.
If we have to take tomorrow with blood
are we ready?
Do our s curls and dreadlocks and phillies
make us any more ready than a bush or a conkaline?
I’m not concerned
about the attire of a soldier.
All I want to know
for my own protection
is are we capable
of whatever
whenever.
Essex Hemphill
’In The Life: A Black Gay Anthology’ (Edited by Joseph Beam)
p. 174

Pearl Primus dancing “Hard Time Blues”
(c) 1943
she swayed from the barre taut in control
her legs hurt mercilessly she even laughed
while he took notes
’i wanna love you like i dance
when i hurt i’m gettin’ better’
the poet signed his name to lines eclipsin reality
he cdnt catch his breath the language waz
overpowerin
‘i can love what i understand
when i dont understand i worship’
he put his pencil in his pocket & sat
in the middle of a whimsical circle
the dancer pliéed she contracted she sweat
& grew confident in her struggle
to surpass form transcend calves ankles hips merely
accoutrements like a music stand
dance is of the spirit the body her sacrifice
to dance
& she pranced before the poet
leaped
chaséed before the poet she struck
the air waz an impudent love & the dancer
was righteous chosen to conquer space
she panted she sweat & her leotard smelled of heat
& woman & she laughed
while the poet fondled his own cheek
she slid round him her body swirled like a cobra-wind
& she located the poet’s soul in space
he lost his spirit in the rush
of her darin & she screamed
‘i wanna love you like i dance
wild & delicate reachin for what i do not know
i wanna love you all round yr body
in-out-of-it no grounds no floor
i wanna love you where i can dance’
& she caressed the air like an ocean fern
blazin in the pits of ancient sunflowers
carryin the poet’s soul in the blush of her cheeks
his heart lingerin in her sweat
ntozake shange
”nappy edges”
pp. 108-109
An excerpt from an April 27, 2000 interview with author, poet, essayist and critic June Jordan at the New York State Writers Institute (http://www.albany.edu/writers-inst/).
i haveta turn my television down sometimes cuz
i cant stand to have white people/ shout at me/
sometimes i turn it off
cuz i cant look at em in my bedroom either/
being so white
that’s why i like/ greens/
they cdnt even smell you/ wdnt know what you taste like
without sneakin/ got no
idea you shd be tingled wit hot sauce & showered wit vinegar
yr pot liquor spread on hot rolls
i gotta turn the tv off cuz the white people
keep playing games/ & followin presidents on vacation at the war
there’s too much of a odor problem on the tv too/ which
brings me back to greens
i remember my grandma at the market pickin turnips
collards kale & mustards/ to mix-em up/ drop a ½ a strick a lean
in there wit some ham hock & oh my whatta life/
i lived in her kitchen/ wit greens i cd recollect
yes the very root of myself
the dirt & lil bugs i looked for in the fresh collards/
turnin each leaf way so slow/ under the spicket/ watchin
lil mounds of dirt fall down the drain
i done a good job
grandma tol me/ got them greens just ready for the pot
& you know/ wdnt no white man on the tv/
talkin loud n formal make no sense of the miracle
a good pot a greens on a friday nite cd make to me
that’s the only reason i turn em off the tv
cant stand they gossipin abt the news/ sides they dont
never like the criminals & enemies i like anyway
that’s why i like GREENS/ i know how to cook em
& i sure can dream gd/ soppin up the pot liquor
& them peppers/
ntozake shange
’A Daughter’s Geography’
pp. 59-60
Why I became a pacifist
and then
How I became a warrior again:
Because nothing I could do or say
turned out okay
I figured I should just sit
still and chill
except to maybe mumble
“Baby, Baby:
Stop!”
AND
Because turning that other cheek
holding my tongue
refusing to retaliate when the deal
got ugly
And because not throwing whoever calls me bitch
out the goddamn window
And because swallowing my pride
saying I’m sorry when whoever don’t like
one single thing
about me and don’t never take a break from
counting up the 65,899 ways I talk wrong
I act wrong
And because sitting on my fist
neglecting to enumerate every incoherent
rigid/raggedy-ass/disrespectful/killer cold
and self-infatuated crime against love
committed by some loudmouth don’t know
nothing about it takes 2 to fuck and
it takes 2 to fuck things up
And because making apologies that nobody give a shit
about
and because failing to sing my song
finally
finally
got on my absolute last nerve
I pick up my sword
I lift up my shield
And I stay ready for war
Because now I live ready for a whole lot more
than that
June Jordan
”Directed by Desire: The Collected Poems of June Jordan”
pp. 477-478
CHERYL CLARKE (1947- )
-writer, educator and lesbian Black feminist activist
-wrote After Mecca—-Women Poets and the Black Arts Movement and contributed to This Bridge Called My Back
-Current Director of Diverse Community Affairs and Lesbian/Gay Concerns at Rutgers University
-Member of the Board of Directors of the Newark Pride Alliance